today.

February 14th, Tuesday
currently feeling >_<-ish

hi friends, a new feature to this blog is the above "currently feeling" description. basically it describes how i am currently feeling. (haha, wad were u expecting??). no legend is provided though, you think geography map ah? everything tell you sui sui. dun hab lah this is blog leh, suppose to be arty, must suggest, paint a picture, throw an image, intrigue the mind, stimulate creativity and be multi layered. haha. my poetry prof say one hor. not happy go find him.

Summary of post - RANT.

haha. unlike the above, this is not an additional feature but will only pop up for this particular entry and this entry alone. its like a warning sign, if yur in a ranty mood then please dun read cos it may aggrevate yur condition thus requiring medical treatment. on the other hand if yur feeling too cruisy and dull-ish you might consider this post a try. here goes...

i mean no offence. really. but i don't get the opposite sex. i really don't. you think i'd be a bit smarter after 25 years on planet earth. you'd think i'd know how they work since i have a mother, a grandmother, 5 aunts on 1 side, 5 on the other, 2 female cousins on 1 side, 5 on the other, 6 LTB girls and many other friends in school. you'd think i know. but you know wad? you never know. i think the way they function is a bit like an 32 bit encryption code which i don't have the key to unlock, the code just scrambles my head. or like the ocean, its vastness and depth uncomprehendable. or like the sky, you think you know how high you are but you really never know. or like a computer that breaks down, you don't know why it goes kapoot...when it goes, it just goes. i don't get it...i really don't. i ain't no mindreader...not a master of body language....can't read your thoughts thru yur eyes...nono. nothing like that. i'm just an ordinary being. i know what you tell me, what you don't i can only guess. hai. that i am not good at.

which brings to mind this incident with the LTB peeps, i think it was vday last year we were celebrating at the kopitiam at old campus. some of you were commenting how you agreed with yur bf's not to spend money on flowers for vday cos its so ex? rem? then ya'll said that actually you really really hope that yur bf will still buy the flowers all the same. lol. see what i mean? nothing is really what it seems, not everything you hear is what it means. hai. come come, somebody please tell me i have misunderstood you all.

again. no offense, i'm just stating the facts. nothing malicious intended. haha. better say properly wait scully some annonymous blogger see liao offended then report to police. wait kenna jail for inciting gender disharmony/riots. lol.

aiyah but in the end i talk so much also like that. i love my mom, my grandmom, aunts and cousins and i appreciate my female friends too. so dispite all my "decoding" problems, these people still form an important part of my life and i wouldn't do without them either. so on this wonderful valentines day, let me wish all of you a happy and fulfilling relationship with your current spouse/spouse to be/gf/gf to be/bf/bf to be and may all yur good beginnings have fantantic endings. God bless! =)

(model blog entry. start low, end high. start by ranting and blabbing, get it all out of your system and then end on a nice note. haha)

Currently feeling (same as above)